Lost My Love

I have lost the plot,the game,the light at the end of my tunnel,my heart beat,my soul what ever you want to call it i have lost it. He doesnt want me he broke up with me for no reason he lied he told me he meant it that he loved me he meant it or thats what he said i knew when he did it i felt my heart plmut to my core to the black hole i call my soul,my heart has been swallowd and is going deeper and deeper in to this gicantic black abyss fill with the sarrows and remorse ,the drain is cloged my breath it slows my speach lowers to a simple hum of expectation from others to call me emo or a freak of human kind i dont snap back like i use to since my heart has been in the abyss for all these years i have yet to return to "normal" as the others call it. They call me things behind my back. I hear the click and clack of the feet of death fallowing me wait for me to snap and scream and beat the living shit out of people for calling my emo or a freak one day they'll regret it not today nor tomaro but one day they'll bow to my absolute power. In my mind in the "normal" one they're the freaks they are not me. I wear a shoe lace on my head 2 different earings and dress how i want to i dont think thats dressing like a freak its being personalized as my own person not a single person can do what i do every day and still be strong hanging of the cliff of crazy town i have lost it all my mind my heart my soul my living sprit my bond to earth has vaporized.


People call me crazy or insane at times when im silent or wen the rain cloud is hovering above me but im not im not hyper im not calm im not insane im not sane im human but im also not what am i where am i am i emo am i goth am i a prep am i just normal where do i belong...